"No peeping eyes, no prying gaze," I oft declare.
And then, in my ninth year and now,
at twenty-nine,
I trespassed into the realms of poets and writers, where
tales unfurl, both intimate and grand,
words linger, in lives forever spanned, and everything echoing through time, like a timeless art, sublime and prime.
In the quest to embrace and exalt my intrusion, I oft declare
"Her existence mirrors mine, and I am but a perfect reflection of her essence."
Nop! Every tale weaves its own tapestry, yet
in the intricate dance of narratives, shared threads gracefully entwine.
To know that, you'd have to go on a date to Mexico with Octavio Paz and share a reading of 'Life with the Wave' together. A blend of Surrealism and existentialism might greet you.
Yet, is it the biography of your mother or mine? "No," I say, "she isn't that undulating wave."
Yet every wave, alas, harbors water within its embrace.
Oh, Paz wasn't the first wordsmith I went on a date with.
I've been on multiple dates, but believe me, one-night stands have never been in the picture.
she, he, them, that, x, and xx,
from Nairobi's glow to Massachusetts's snow.
Seventeen to seventy,
Many known, and others unknown.
Some light, pale white and many olive, moderate brown,
echoing French whispers and Yiddish tales.
Alas! my neighbor may cast judgment with a bitter pitch,
Label me a "slut" or "bitch," in their narrow niche.
For I've courted myriad souls, and slept off, often, in their poetic terrain.
Dating Vikram Seth was a test, a poetic test, as verses from "All You Who Sleep Tonight" graced the air.
Amidst "Lithuania: Question and Answer," a tale unfolded - of a woman in Kovno who was raped by Germans, and was branded on her arm as a "whore for Hitler's troops."
Tears eclipsed the joy of sausage-laden pizza and steaming cappuccino that adorned our melancholic night.
Amidst 'conversations about home' with Dalia Elhassan and Warsan Shire,
our multiple dates made me a wanderer in woe, when warsan' recited her poem,
"truckload of men who look like my father, pulling out my teeth and nails, or fourteen men between my legs, or a gun, or a promise, or a lie, or his name, or his manhood in my mouth."
In hushed contemplation, I
held my words and tears, trying to follow contemporary etiquettes.
In the tender company of Sylvia Plath, my longtime muse,
I yearned to ask her,
why she chose to bake her head within the oven.
Yet, within the verses of her 'Lady Lazarus', the answer unfolded in poetic prose.
Tonight, I may have a fling with Maya Angelou, and
may get the chance to listen her reciting 'Still I Rise.'
Weary from poetic dates, I
yearn to ask her how did she rise
"Out of the huts of history's shame" and "up from a past that's rooted in pain."
Oh my neighbour, refrain from labeling me a slut or strumpet,
For I've courted myriad souls, and slept off, often, in their poetic terrain.